Self-interpretation

Fuck off you bloooody man.

Evanescence - Going Under (by EvanescenceVEVO)

It’s hard to find the song from Soundcloud, what a shame.

You still won’t hear me…I’m dying again

After watching whole series of the IT Crowd,

(I love those nerds, especially Moss is my type!! lol)

I started to watching My Family series 1 to 9. (That’s only I’ve got…omg.. I want series 10-11!!!!!!)

(Actually Mike was far cuter when he was young, he was cute little nerd! lol Now he is not so nerdish as he was /__\ too sad.)

And I finish watching the Worst Week of My Life again.

(It’s funny but sometimes it’s too much)

Now I start to see how NOT to live your life

(It’s also hilarious!!) 

Anyway, I want to write that I’m thinking of watching Torchwood again..

I saw Johnny English Reborn and found Owen… my favourite in Torchwood.

How can I forgot him for a while. So I decide to watch the series again.

My heart will gonna tear a part when I see those episodes that Owen and Ianto died…. I can’t bear those episodes… and what captain said… Stay please stay with me… omg.. It hurts. I’m not strong enough to face the sorrow again.

Thanks to my lovely friend, I’m getting better. I’m playing with my heart not his one. Now I have to admit that I only love myself being love other person, not just love the person. I pretend not to see the truth and struggle not to admit the fact. He’s just not that into me, but I’m also not that into him. Because of the damn chemistry, I’m being silly. Be cooooooool. Chill up. You actually know how you thinking.

Don’t txt him never again and concentrate on your future job, your career and your situation. You face on crisis and bankruptcy, the problem related to affection is not important at the moment. PLZ. 

何処まで　進めば

濁りなき空仰げるの？

冷えきったSoupは

飲み苦くとも飲みます

そこまで弱くない…

生意気を云うつもりもなく

上手く生きたい訳でもない

唯

唯　手を繋ぎたい

唯

唯　愛し合いたいだけなの

守るものが多過ぎるが故の

無恥なら幾らでも請けましょう

仕方ないさで片付けたがる　いまを

照らすボクラ直ぐにも消えそうな

夕陽のORANGE

いま　その時　未来へと

素敵な橋を架けるのよ

何度　痛い傷負っても

ボクラが　繰り返すは恋よ

恋の中に生まれるあの優しさを

重ね時代を愛で塗り潰すの

容易いでしょう思い出してみなよ

この世で一番愛した

あのひとのことを

守るものが多過ぎるが故の

無恥なら幾らでも請けましょう

仕方ないさで片付けたがる　いまを

照らすボクラ直ぐにも消えそうな

ORANGE

恋の中に生まれるあの優しさを

重ね時代を愛で塗り潰すの

容易いでしょう思い出してみなよ

この世で一番愛した

あのひとのことを

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素敵なボクラノコノセカイ

During January, I keep thinking I’m foolish idiotic loser who is useless. I can’t help myself think about that way. However, I shall change. I must change myself. I have to turn myself into useful grown man. Let’s see and face the bright side. You can do it. Study harder and make yourself.

Relax, take it easy

For there is nothing that we can do

Take it easy

It shall come to pass